It's been more than a while, so I suppose I'm just going to blether a wee bit.
I left my job at the library.
I am devastated!
I have however embarked on a new adventure and am now working as a Project Co-Ordinator for a community project in Dundee. It's a bit scary - people say things like, "ask the boss" and " my manager" while referring to me and I am now accountable for things like paying the wages on time and making sure that there's funding available - as well as everything in between.
It's been a bit of a chaotic and rough ride so far - it's a small project and there's been a lot to do - and will be for the forseeable.
Someone told me that I should keep a list of successes.
So, for posterity, I am reminding myself that I can be successful sometimes.
It's far too easy to rest on the negatives and important to remember how much I have done in such a small space of time with it so far.
Fingers crossed it continues and that I don't die for some kind of stress-related illness in the interim.
I stopped childminding. Hooray!
It was fun, but kind of all-consuming. It's really nice not having to constantly panic about doing daft things like risk-assessing my own house daily. My whole house is one big risk and actually, it's a lot better for everyone's health if I never have to think too hard about it.
The house is coming on, if albeit a bit slowly. We are finally getting somewhere with the dining/kitchen thing, and slow improvements are being made.
It's very very difficult with two full time jobs, three kids and two dogs to get anything done quickly!
The kids are all good.
Tom is older than I ever wanted him to be - he will be 10 this year and I'm starting to see wee bits of 'teen' in him. He asked for deoderant, has started 'doing' his hair and has stopped taking any real interest in toys and so on, favouring computers, gaming and anything Mario. Which is cool. I kind of always imagined my son would be into all of this stuff. He has stopped reading so much, which is frustrating - I thought I had him! But hey, he's replaced it with being a coding wizz, so swings and roundabouts!
Ethan is Ethan. He is getting a little bit more savvy. He is full of personality and has such a funny sense of humour - sometimes a little bit older than it should be, but we'll blame his dad for that!
He's figuring out the world at the moment and it is as complicated, scary and worrying for both of us I think. He has such a literal point of view which can cause him so much anxiety, but he is getting there.
Owen - well, where do I start? He's so chatty, so funny, so full of energy. A definite character and going through some kind of oedipal stage at the moment (which as a mum I love - what mother doesn't love being the centre of a wee one's world?) He makes me so happy and sad at the same time - we have this little blonde whirlwind of a creature in our lives and one day he will also grow up....
And Dave is doing good. He is also working in the community - working hard as usual. He's really found his feet and continues to be my bestest buddy through everything. He's really helped me survive these last few months at work and at home and everything in between.
So that's it from me for now...
...more to follow?
I hope so. I have certainly missed blogging. I should definitely do it more often.
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